2008-09-03

Tension...i Wanna go home..

remember the day i first step into this university. From what i heard is one of the top ranking university in Malaysia. thinks life here is going to be fun and more relaxing than the time i study in Form 6. but no. suddenly i just hate this life. lots of assignment one haven't finish here comes another assignment. lots of books to read. lots of class to attend. seems like 24 hours a day is just not enough for me. i feel lost sometimes.

I was praying. Prayed to give me strength and wisdom. But seems like He didn't answer. what's wrong with me. i dont't really understand. I just want to be the best of all. Just want to get a good results in my studies. yeah..i admit this getting more and more interesting especially in psychology. but assignment and assignment. lab report and lab report...make me sick of it. wake up in the middle of the night because of stress and tension. i couldn't sleep well at night. too much things to do...stay awake until the next day..go to class..come back to my room..finishing assigment again. typing lab report..waaa...driving me crazy...when i'm going to settle down..when?