木头一个

今天，收到你的简讯。说，如果不得空就不必来等你下课。我说， 看下怎样。结果，还是去了。还了书，就到你上课的地方，等着。也没告诉你我来了。也对，一路来都从来不告诉你我会等你下课。 你问我的时候，通常都找一些听起来逻辑的理由。

今天，也许是最后一次等你下课。看见你从课室出来，就立刻上前去。什么话也没说。问，为什么来，就说， 因为来咯！给你巧克力，你问为什么有巧克力，就说因为有咯！真是个木头来的，难道说，“因为，想见你”很难吗？ 不知道。看来，还是那么的胆小。哈哈哈！

真是木头一个。真的好想告诉你，心里的感觉。但，看你最近很忙，也不想烦你。只希望你，忙的时候也可以好好照顾身体。别饿坏了肚子。


多多保重。 : )

妈，欠了太多。对不起

mom, I love you. Just i dun used to said it in words with my own mouth.

妈，谢谢你的照顾。一路来，你口虽带着怨言但相信你心全都装满了爱与关怀。
妈，谢谢你。你这唯一的儿子虽固执顽皮，惹麻烦，你却一样爱他。你不曾宠坏他，但有时他撒娇你还会layan一下。现在也没变。
妈，一路来你付出，受的委屈颂恩都难以了结。对不起！妈，欠的太多。颂恩这辈子都无法还完这债。

心里话2

~ I will be at ur side if you need me, just tell me~

~and I'll be there~

~because I care~

不知不觉，发现自己越来越在乎。

夜了

夜了，是时候睡了。晚安！

心里话

看来，事情过了也将近一个星期。不知不觉，也陪着你去上课，考试。今天，也去陪你下课。陪着你，能感受到你内心还存在着不安。但，我却不知道该如何去安抚它。只知道，想去陪你。在等你的当时，也在慢慢开始完成手头上一些托了许久的工作。

想告诉你，其实昨天我没有课。只是因为担心而制造出理由只为了见你，希望你没事。希望你安心的考试。自己在图书馆也拿起要做的assignment慢慢开始起笔。

~ 此刻，心里在为你祈祷。希望你能够渡过这个难关。我可以一直在这里陪着你，就希望能看见你的笑容。~

这个傻佬，始终都不知道要如何把话说出来。是不想说，还是怕说呢？很多时候，都是因为怕吧。

I hope i can help you fix it. But I don't know how... 

晚安了！

It's Okay

I'm fear, but it's okay. It's gonna be fine. :)

Full Time

SELANGOR LEAGUE 1ST DIVISION : UPM ANGELS VS SDAR LIONS

Results: UPM ANGELS 34 VS SDAR LIONS 12

A great day indeed. First time after last season of tournament, I've been put in the 1st 15 line up. And played for full time. Thanks coach. Hahahaha...before I went in, coach keep on putting the same thing inside my head. "Moses, no passing. Hold to the ball, give your best shoulder hit and struggle. Support is always there. No passing." Guess it keeps on playing in my head to remind me what I need to do. Hahahaha...

But in the game, it turn the other way round. Keep on stealing the ball during the ruck. And gives penalty to the opponent. Sorry guys for my mistake. Really sorry. Promise I will do better next time. Can't believe, my fitness is picking up slowly. Can run and sustain for 1hrs straight. Gonna do better.

Well, is my last semester playing rugby. Promise myself to give all out and to really improve. Have to train myself, no fear to tackle and bring a person which bigger sizes than me. Improve in speeds and strength. Most important, technique and idea to play. I need to gain it back. Need my wide vision on the field again.

Promise myself I can do it...

Another Night

0500hrs 4th march 2012

Another sleepless night. A big cup of Americano is the main reason why I still awake. Kinda weird actually. Hahahaha...guess the Americano really giving me the "kick" I always looking for. Spending great time with seniors at Pacific Coffee Company in Puchong. It's always nice when you can find group of people with same topic, talking about politics, joke about politics, current issues and the most important is laugh as loud as you can. Hahahaha.. a fun night indeed. But there's also few minutes of serious moment when we really discuss bout the election. Final sem already, and I'm still want to be part of the election. Guess I can't really let it go didn't I?

Anyway, now my mind is focus on the games this evening at 1600hrs. Proud that the UPM Angels is now playing at 1st division of Selangor Rugby League. If we win the season, we be going to NICC leagues then the Super League. hahahaha.. Match against MBSA later, for the moment coach had put me in substitutions list for temporary until I really gain back my fitness. Well, been miss out rugby for a months and to get back on my feet again, need hell lot of training again. Is my final semester, and I wanna make myself available for 1st team once again. And I wanna go JAKARTA this May... time to work hard..and get fit..woohOO..

Tuning my mind now..10 more hours to go..

Angels on three...1,2,3...Angels..

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