到的大学生涯的尾声，相信每个都慢慢开始想到地要做什么。脑袋里也不断的在分析到底什么工作能适合到个人，到底能不能找到工作。我也一样。但同时，我内心都一路在挣扎。问问我自己能不能在继续下去我所要走的，问问自己是否适合继续走下去。我要给我自己一个交代。
2012-02-22
2012-02-20
Finally
My last semester. Hahahaha... start to think of it, 4 years. Wow, so fast. Deep down inside, I do really hope it's my final semester. And yet, if I said I end my university life with no regrets, that will be a big lie. Hahahaha.... Well, looks like I just gonna do whatever I can this semester to enjoy it.
2012-01-27
2012-01-17
Obsessive Compulsive Disorder
hmm... okay. My friend said I got this kinda disorder. When she saw my study table pics posted on fb. So I went to search about OCD on google and read a few article regarding this disorder. Hmm...... disorder..hahahaha...
2012-01-15
As Clear as water
It's seems like yesterday.
Where's everything seems so clear and fresh.
Where I sit alone and look back,
It's just like watching a movie backward in HD.
It's as clear as the water,
Where I still can look clearly and deep down inside,
Where I still can feel deep down inside my heart that made of flesh.
Memories that I can't forget
even I try to forget.
Tears falls as I look back,
Smiles and joyful laugh comes out as I look back,
Too many, too many precious memories that only my heart can keep it for long.
And shall follow me now and forever.
: )
2012-01-06
休息。我能吗？
前几天到诊所验血，由于咳嗽了有一个多月还未痊愈，医生说还是验血来看看到底什么问题。还要照x-ray 来看看我的肺。被咳嗽纠缠了一个多月，体能也渐渐衰退。论速度，体力完全都不如当初。老实说，2011年，算是我在UPM RUGBY 最顶间的状态。 几乎每场都在第一阵线，当然有时还会被遗忘。哈哈哈！没关系。但，我还是有那么一点的本事代表Putrajaya, 进入National 7's。
验血报告和x-ray证实了我受到细菌感染。教练得知后，便叫我休息。也叫我打消二月去Bangkok 比赛的念头。内心，难免有点难过。难道，真的要停下吗？我曾经放下Rugby。一放，我就放下所有，要开始又要从零开始。今天到了这level,我是付出多么大的努力。
此刻，我在争扎。。。
2011-12-28
My performance
Hahahaha...got the Westcoast Eagle rugby ball, signed by Philip Matera....for christmas..
I love rugby. I always aim for a the best in this sport. Is my passion. Each time, I really struggle with all my might to catch up with the best one. I do whatever I can. But my performance, is always not consistence. At certain time, I play hard, I create opportunity, I score, I outrun the fastest....so many things I did. But at certain time, I'm blur, I lose the energy to run, I can't see and barely read the pattern play and game plan. Without consistence performance, I won't be anywhere. Really tired of myself.
2011-12-07
...Untitled...
No one is Nothing and Nobody....... Just the matter of time. Although sometimes we might put all the effort into it and things doesn't workout well, but it's okay. Most important is never ever stop. Cheers guys....hahaha.. one day all of us will soar like an eagle...
2011-12-04
Smile and be proud
Nice shirt...hahahaha..and my Mizuno Supersonic that always follow me in every tournament I go. Nice boot. And really Supersonic. hahaha....
A joyful weekend indeed. Thanks to Persatuan Ragbi Putrajaya and Putrajaya Scorpion Rugby Club for the opportunity to represent Putrajaya for National 7's 2011. Although facing a knock out knee and sprain ankle yet still got the chance to represent and played in most of the game. Thanks to you all. For the support and encouragement manage to overcome the pain and focus just on the game.
Deeply, as a player I really felt sorry for not be able to bring back a medal and a trophy for Putrajaya. We are so close to become the Bowl Champion sorry that we couldn't make it. But one thing that I will always be sure and remember is "Smile and be proud even you are losing. Cause you lose with honor." Coach, thanks for the encouragement. Thanks for the promise that we can always come back to Putrajaya and play for Putrajaya whenever we want. Thanks coach. I believe we will meet again.
" Smile and be proud"
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