My performance

Hahahaha...got the Westcoast Eagle rugby ball, signed by Philip Matera....for christmas..

I love rugby. I always aim for a the best in this sport. Is my passion. Each time, I really struggle with all my might to catch up with the best one. I do whatever I can. But my performance, is always not consistence. At certain time, I play hard, I create opportunity, I score, I outrun the fastest....so many things I did. But at certain time, I'm blur, I lose the energy to run, I can't see and barely read the pattern play and game plan. Without consistence performance, I won't be anywhere. Really tired of myself.

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No one is Nothing and Nobody....... Just the matter of time. Although sometimes we might put all the effort into it and things doesn't workout well, but it's okay. Most important is never ever stop. Cheers guys....hahaha.. one day all of us will soar like an eagle...

Smile and be proud

Nice shirt...hahahaha..and my Mizuno Supersonic that always follow me in every tournament I go. Nice boot. And really Supersonic. hahaha....

A joyful weekend indeed. Thanks to Persatuan Ragbi Putrajaya and Putrajaya Scorpion Rugby Club for the opportunity to represent Putrajaya for National 7's 2011. Although facing a knock out knee and sprain ankle yet still got the chance to represent and played in most of the game. Thanks to you all. For the support and encouragement manage to overcome the pain and focus just on the game.

Deeply, as a player I really felt sorry for not be able to bring back a medal and a trophy for Putrajaya. We are so close to become the Bowl Champion sorry that we couldn't make it. But one thing that I will always be sure and remember is "Smile and be proud even you are losing. Cause you lose with honor." Coach, thanks for the encouragement. Thanks for the promise that we can always come back to Putrajaya and play for Putrajaya whenever we want. Thanks coach. I believe we will meet again.

" Smile and be proud"

Cough and Flu

Cough and flu. I hate you. Medicine only makes me feel more irritated and more sleepy. Slowing everything down. Today is the final selection for National 7's Rugby. Really hope that I will be part of the team. Hopefully will get through it today. Cause I wanna play this Saturday and Sunday. By the way, I really wanted to thanks Putrajaya Scorpions Rugby Club for giving me the opportunity to join the selections. Now what I hope is I'm fit for it.

Tune and Beats...

When it's out of tune, Tune it back. And follow the beats once more. Life's good.

在怎么好，还是不够

keep going forward no matter how...

这几天，抱着脚踝和膝盖的赤痛到草场。不管多累也好，每个傍晚就是这样傻傻的练。雨天，打雷从来没有停过。从来都没说过累，从来没说过要停。但是，今天我累了。练了那么久原本有机会出赛的希望，今天是乎被一场大雨冲走。管理层的一句话：“我们决定，将要你们合组，把你们和国手一起参加周六和日的比赛，15个人选里面就包括的你们和他们。原因，就是我们一定要赢这次的比赛。” 听了之后，心情立刻跌到谷底。往往有时候，不用别人告诉你就知道在怎么好的纪律，在多么好的毅力你不是国手不是州手你就是坐在替补位的那个或就是连替补都没有。

我真的很想出赛。悲观时，就更加要懂得乐观。掉下的眼泪，是时候把它给擦掉。明天抱着最后的希望，尽所有能力在去争取。不要留下遗憾。

Getting Closer...

It's been a while that I totally forget about You.

A sleepless night reminds me of how far am I from You now.

I'm glad and thankful for Your grace and mercy. And all the blessing in my life.

Thanks for always be there for me. Though I always put You the 2nd instead of 1st.

Thank you for everything. And right now I wish I can get close to You again like how I use to be.

: )

.....When there's Nothing To lose anymore....

One week hell of a centralize training for UPM Rugby Team just ended. Glad it's just a light training for everyone. Not so working hard on fitness and strength. Enjoy being with the team mates and everybody. Hangout, have sisha, mamak, eat together, crack jokes, checking out girls....

End of the training, I realize now I got nothing to lose. I have to do whatever it takes to gain a place and a position in team. I need to played.

When there's nothing to lose anymore, then you realize you have to win no matter what...

结束，笑一个 : )

Intercollege Rugby 15's 正式结束。遗憾，无法在带领KMR进入八强。身为对长，难免会有点自责，身为球员，因为无法突破自己的极限感到无奈。看到自己无法拿出100%更感到难过。看着输了一场又一场的球赛，心里更加的痛。错过，就是错过无法在挽回。当初，在占多大的优势也好那时间一过，什么都化为乌有。最终，本人还是笑着接受了这场比赛的结束。在未来，如果还有机会，相信你们会变得更强。